Rainy day. Aches in the bones......couldn't sleep last night. tossing and turning--I don't want to rush through my life. Realized that last night that that's why I've been so wired. My friend Robby's grandmother was talking to me before his wedding. The woman, bless her, was up and out about two weeks after a massive heart attack that resulted in her being medi-flighted to the hospital. She said, "Live each day, cherrish each day because they go so fast. Don't rush through them. Enjoy them." And I feel like I'm rushing through my days to get to the next thing. that's not me. never been me. I usually notice the leaves changing....today I realized most already have.